Just ended an affair & really need some d to be distracted

Hey guys,So I've been seeing a married man for over a year now.We fck every week.It was mainly sexual.The sex was out of this world.He would go for anhour straight nonstop and come like 2-4 times.I never had a guy like that since I was in my 20s.I really need hard rough sex to forget him.He was one of the best.And nice too.But all of a sudden I stop hearing from him.I'm not like other girls who would chase afterhim and make drama for himself or me.I just want to forget about him. That's all.Help me please!Kay